new year new step @ Rabu, 06 Januari 2010

well finally done the 2009!

2009 perhaps not a good-enough year for me, which is mny things happen and switched over my life. problems just came to me like a hard rain - when it doesn't stop, they will cause a flood- and hell yeah problems were flooding my day and i almost drown by it.

but thanks God,

there still mny people who care bout me, and absolutely loved me

give me a strenght when i'm totally down

give me a reason to smile again even it was so harddd, and now i'm back with a superBIGSMILE :D

okay, stop mellow-ing sarah! haha

just forget the bad things - make it as a learning process - and keep the good memories only :)

though there were still mny joyful things happen in 2009!

and noww ...

i'm kinda think about my resolution in 2010 (i know it's late but we still in january right?heehehe), so many things in my head and yeah i know this is my bad bad habit, i'm just keep it in my mind and never try to realize the things (read:make it real!)

anyway gonna post my resolution later hahaha

i know, this gonna take a longgggggggg time to decide it, huff

oh yeah almost forget

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !

XOXO

Label: personal life

simply little note, 04.48

clash @ Senin, 27 Juli 2009

it've been a long time i don't post anything here .
haha i dunno , kinda lazy to open blogspot.com and post smthing !

anyway ,
now , i'm hving a clash with someone , ehm , and it's making me not in mood whnever i meet her .
ah i don't mind bout her btw . not important :)

oh ya , like hell i wnna eat salmon sashimii :(
but my mom said that it isn't good for health , she said there're some bacteries there . and i don't understand wth she talking about .
all i know is
i really wnna eat salmon sashimi . hua anyone wnna treat me ?

Label: personal life

simply little note, 06.13

nananana five months :3 @ Selasa, 14 Juli 2009

dubibam :)
tuesday , 7 July 09 completely my "hpy week" HAHAH
yeah i hve through five months with botak ahey so happy !

tdnya rencana mu pegi k puri , tp tnytaaa gw ga bisa hikz .
jadi na gw k skolaaaa bwt rapat nyiapin mos . wkwk
fun sih , tp ya tetep aj gt , nyesekk 5 bulanan ga jalan =='

tapiiii dengdeng . haha
dy datang k skolah bagaikan superman yg menyelamatkan hari2ku yg suram .
halah . HAHAHAHA
then dy ngjak k puri . NAIK BAJAJ ! asoyy kan pacaran d bajaj . hahahahahaha .
he gave me some lil presents too ; and it was making me blushing and 'salting' hahahah
coz i don't prepare anything for him . hahahaha .

disana km menonton INK HEART ! ah bagus c , tp bagi dy sucks =='
anyway pas pulang gw smpet brantem ma dy garaa2 .............. ya smthing lah
HAHAH .

oh ya td gw liat perler beads ! ah tapi mahal na ampun2 =='
ga bsa pake card pula . amsyong !

Label: holiday, personal life

simply little note, 07.31

it's true @ Jumat, 03 Juli 2009

"The mind that is anxious about future is miserable"

by Seneca

haha it's totally true .

this quotes changed my mind - i shouldn't fear what'll hppen next in my life .

coz it's totally such a bitter pill guys , making ur day so hazy . hahaha .

nver wnna to think like that anymore (:

Label: personal life

simply little note, 06.48

ah rite , i'm so stuck ! @ Selasa, 30 Juni 2009

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ;(
i don't know what to do right now .
just so mny things happened in my life - which i can't tell you what - and i don't know how to handle it .
and now what ?! it's making me not in the mood most of the time .

one word : sucks !

"oh god , just help me to through this"

anyway , for someone out there ;
i can't tell you what's gonna happened with me rite now .
sorry for making you badly mad with me or mybe dissapointed .

Label: personal life

simply little note, 11.39

yipiiiiiiii :3 @ Rabu, 24 Juni 2009

happy : one word to describe my feeling now (:
yea buds , akhirnya , stelah brantem around 3 days with botakk , akhirnya gw berbaikan jg !
yah u know lah , gr2 masalah skinhead itu .

dan tak disangka2 td malem dy mnelpon gw . pdhal sblon na kita da ga kontek gt . wkwk
wnna know what he said ?
ehm , actually he apologized to me cause he being so selfish and don't listen what i've said . haha .
dan kata2 yg bner2 bkin gw blushing adalah wktu dy blang "aku bkal botakin rmbut ak , ak lebih rela kehilangan rmbut ak drpd khilangan km"

andd tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , gw luluh jga . wkwk .
baikan deh . wkwkwkkwkwkwkw (:
asik asik !

Label: personal life

simply little note, 08.30

skinhead sucks ! @ Minggu, 21 Juni 2009

ah guess what ?!
my bf did a skinhead ! SKIN HEAD !! oh my gawd , the one of the thing i hate the most :(

i already told him , that i hate person who skinned his hair .
but now , HE DID IT ! how can i don't get mad with him . he did something i positively hate !
i already make a decision , that we'll break until his hair already looks as usual .

whatever others wanna call me what . ridiculous ? excessive ? i don't care !

- i love you , but you already make me dissapointed . you did something that i hate -

Label: personal life

simply little note, 11.15

too lazy :( @ Rabu, 17 Juni 2009

too lazy :(

i didn't know how can he became so annoying this mrning .
yeah , botak called me at 8.00 and asked me to go to PURI (again) .
i said i was too lazy to go out ; and i felt too sleepy .
hayah , but he forced me and whined to me ; katanya dy bosen d rumah , ga ada kerjaan dll . endingnya , gw pergi jga k puri ==' (actually i hve planned to watch boys before flowers until finish , huhuhuu) yeah , dengan sangat malasnyaa ;(

nahloh , d puri ngap ? as alwys , nton ma makan . yeah
gw ni hari nton terminator salvation
i didn't understand the story actually , haha . i felt asleep from the half of the film until finish .

okay , now i want to continue watching bbf (;
caooo fellows !

Label: film, holiday, personal life

simply little note, 02.49

i love our (incredible) 4 months ! @ Minggu, 07 Juni 2009

hayy guys (:
wkwks .

i'm feeling extremely hppy today . haha why ?
krna gw ni hari gw uda genap 4 bulan jadian sm c botakk xpp
haha .

yg bkin gw lbih sneng ag , dy inget ! haha .
scra jrng2 bgt cwo yg memperhatikan hal itu ( i do used to hving relationship with a guy who doesn't care at all with that , and it's totally sucks ! )

oh ya , dan kita berdua tuh sm2 kirim sms jm 12 malem bwt sling ngcapin . wkwks .
and here is his sms - that totally can't make me stop smiling :] - for me last night :

*sayang hpy 4 months yaa (:
*nga krasa uda 4 bulan kita lwating bareng2 dutt , hehe .
*aku seneng bgt ma kmu slalu ada disamping ak .
*makasi yaa xp hehe .
*i love you more each second, minute, day, week & month :]
*muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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yeah itu dy , wkwks .
dan gw setiap x bca sms itu pasti mesem2 . haha . entah knp .
pdhal bysa aj ya ? haha .

okey . dan andaikata dy baca blog gw (the impossible one !)
gw mu blng aj :

this 4 months felt so incredible for me .
we hve so mny memories - that i can't tell u one by one - through this 4 months !
you and i know 4 months aren't long enough for relationship .
so let make our relationship till 1 year .. 2 years .. 3 years .......... and married !
HAHAHAHAH .
just stay in my heart and don't go .
coz i never ever imagine what'll my life be without you !
i love youu so much ;]

Label: personal life

simply little note, 05.45

done the krisma ! @ Sabtu, 06 Juni 2009

Done the Krisma !

heihoo smuaa xp
wkwks .

mu berbagi kbar bahagia nih . ciela , wkwks .
gw da mnyelesaikan KRISMAAA (bgi yg ga tw krisma itu ap , krisma itu salah satu sakrmen d agma katolik , keg baptis gt deh xp)
haha . gw seneng bgt deh
setelah slma 3 bulan gw mnyisihkan 2 jm di hari sbtu gw bljr krisma , akhirna smwa na selese !
wkkws

oh ya , kalo krisma tuh kita bsa milih nma gt .
haha .
dlu pas baptis pertmaa , gw ngmbil nma brigitta .
and skrg nma krisma gw adalah evangeline ( i choose that name without thinking anymore, coz my teacher told me to be hurry ) ! wkwkw

jd skrg intina nma gw
Brigitta Evangeline Sarah Lucia Kusno !
don't you think it's a lil bit weird ?
Brigitta - Evangeline doesn't match actually . haha . try to spell it , then you can feel the weirdoness of my name in ur tongue xp

Label: personal life

simply little note, 08.47

little things ;p